Tuesday, August 30, 2005

A fecking hell

Was my birthday weekend and apart from the weather (which was glorious) and my family (brilliant as always) - the rest was shite.

Y certainly doesn't know what she wants and while I want to help and be her friend, she ain't letting me in. There are some deep seated problems in there, tied up in knots and scarring her even now. I want to help but can't do it from the outside.

I am letting go now and it feels sad but empowering too.

Gonna through myself back into work and hiking.

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